Weekends Suck.

Jan 17, 2010 Author: hwhottie90028 | Filed under: Ramblings

I think I’m beginning to dislike weekends more and more and more… I definitely need something to occupy my time. I can’t sit alone with my own thoughts for 2 days straight. I’m far too deep and emotional of a person to do that without becoming seriously depressed. I can’t stand the thought of being alone and miserable for 2 days straight. I’m pretty much sad and annoyed until I get back to work and focused on something other than my own reality… like 1000 other people’s reality for instance. I’m really really really good at faking emotions, but I don’t want to have to fake it anymore. I want my smile to be real and meaningful. I’m tired of being everyone’s afterthought – and I’m not going to apologize for probably being a complete b*tch soon. If that’s what it takes to get myself seen and heard, then so be it. Rawr.

2 Responses for "Weekends Suck."

Vero January 18th, 2010 at 8:43 am 1

Yes! Come join me on the dark side! Be a b*tch if needed. I know I can be at times and definitely don’t apologize for it. I’ve learned (as you have) that I have to stand up for myself and make myself heard and not let others take me for granted and/or walk all over me. I may have fewer friends these days because I’m not as agreeable as I used to be, but I’m not going to waste my time with things/people that aren’t going to mean anything to me later on.

I wish I could be there with you more. You have to know you’re not an afterthought here in WI. If only I could spend weekdays with you and bring you back here for weekends. Or just get my hubby to move out there for good. Ah.. daydreams. But since they are just that for now, I hope you’ll find more people out there who will make you a priority rather than an afterthought cuz you definitely deserve it. Until then (and even after!) you should just text me whenever/all the time. I’m big on texting. And I can keep you company all week/weekend!
hwhottie90028 January 19th, 2010 at 5:54 pm 2

I heart that you call it the dark side! haha. I think I too will use those words! Thanks so much for making me feel better, Veronica. I miss you so much! I know we’d be having a wonderful time if we lived closer together! And text me anytime too! I have unlimited… hehe.